Thursday, July 2, 2009

Success!

This is the news that we all have been waiting for!

After chopping through literally pounds of tissue extracted from my abdomen, the pathologists finally turned in their report to my oncologist, who meekly and without drama reported this afternoon that he saw no need for any further chemotherapy. The great majority of what came out was extremely dense scar tissue that required multiple changes of scalpel blades just to cut a single slice through; the rest of the tissue was almost exclusively teratoma, with a single microscopic nest of malignant cells that was completely encased within a capsule of scar tissue. This means that the pathologists are very confident that the surgeons didn't leave anything dangerous behind.

This is all an immense relief, of course! - but somehow, not unexpected. I've always known that this whole cancer thing was just a phase, and have been annoyed each time the phase prolongs itself. Move on, already! Well, it really looks like it finally has. Surgery is very different from chemotherapy. The literal physical removal of anything suspicious makes possible a different kind of hope. It can't come back, because it no longer exists!

I will probably be in New York for another week and a half. It will be a few more days before I can imagine going through the rigamarole of transcontinental travel, and I have to wait until next Wednesday for a minor outpatient surgery to remove the port that was placed in case intraperitoneal chemotherapy had been necessary. In the meantime, I am celebrating as much as my tender belly will allow.

16 comments:

Unknown said...

hallelujah josh! i think it's time to change your blog title from "an unfortunate set of events" to something much more positive. I just read all your blogs from 2009 and wish i had checked in sooner. i guess all this started right after we saw you at the new year/old year party in palo alto. thinking of you now and wishing you well. adam and tamar moved to kansas city last week where he got a job.
love to you and your mom and dad too.
karen (stein)

Vivian Deutsch said...

josh - the BEST news - we are so happy along with you, thanks for posting this for us all to know!! can't wait to see you back on manzana lane.... vivian & phil

weetruffle said...

Hooray!!!

Anonymous said...

That's sweet music to the ears Josh. I'm so happy for you, and your family. Enjoy life my friend.
Zack (zcanada@indy.rr.com)

Amber said...

That is the best news I have heard in a long time! What a relief. Hugs!!!

Georg said...

YES!!!!!!!!! That's the best news in ages! I couldn't be happier!!! Big hugs from Kirsten and me! That's just amazing!!

Anonymous said...

Mazel tov!!! That's fantastic news Josh. Thanks so much for all your amazing posts, and for your amazing courage (and sense of humor!). I'm thrilled to read this latest news.

All the best to you, Cheryl, and Dan.

Rubette

Anonymous said...

FANTASTIC news. For you, for your parents, for all of us in this wide circle of love. hope to see you when you are back. ellen

Anonymous said...

Josh,

We are very happy for you and wish you a very prompt recovery.

Jean-Pierre and Susan Bouchez

Steven said...

OK- So feel free to edit this out if it is too indelicate for publication- But understand it comes from the heart---

FUCK, YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unknown said...

It's an understatement to say this is wonderful, fabulous, tremendous, heart-warming news! Congratulations to you and best wishes for speedy complete recovery from the surgery. Now, on to the next phase of LIFE! All the best to you, and love also to your dear mom and dad. Warmly, Lisa, Dieter, Galen and Anders Rathjens

sam comen said...

fantastic, josh! happy to know it went so well. smiling knowing you're gonna be chillin' and shit-talking in LA in no time.

Rachel*F said...

who doesn't love good news from a dear friend? you have been in our thoughts. we can't wait to celebrate with some zachary's pizza and decadent dessert. of course, you will choose the menu. you have definitely earned it.

we love you and eagerly await news of your return to the left coast.

besos y brasos,
rachel and the gang

CJ said...

Nice. Now it's time to grow a 'real' beer belly. Hugs to you and your parents from the NC piedmont.

OaklandLady said...

This makes me very happy Cousin ...congrats!

Anonymous said...

Dear Josh,

It's such wonderful news. I am very happy for you and for your Mum and Dad.

You will be able to focus on something else now. I agree with that lady who said your blog should have a different title!

Colette from England